ALL GROWN UP?

Yeah.. Maybe, I think I have grown from my previous relationshp. I have learned a lot, yun bang mga natutunan ko eh dadalhin ko na forever. Nung una ang hirap maka-recover lalo na at first girlfriend ko siya I thought it would be my end, hindi ko alam kung paano ko ulit magsisimula ngayong naiwan na ako sa ere na ako nalang magisa, kahit magkwento ako s mga friends ko they won't understand what I truly feel kasi their not in my situation. yes, they would agree, pero nararamdaman ba nila ung narararamdaman ko?. Almost everyday & every night nami-miss ko siya walang lumipas na araw na...hindi ko siya naiisip, 24/7 ang takbo niya sa isip at puso ko. Ang hirap-hirap pala kapag masyado kang nagseryoso sa isang tao, kapag masyado mo siyang minahal ng sagad sa buto. When she broke up w/ me, I enjoyed my social life. I become so loud, I was talkative, my sense of humor burst up which I thought I never had, lagi akong nasa galaan, lahat na ng magagawa ko sa buong araw ginawa ko na. I made my self super busy. yun nalang kasi yung ginawa ko para ma-cheer up ung sarili ko at the same time para hindi ko narin sya masyadong maisip.
weeks and months passed at hayan may mga nagpaparamdam na,Kaya I have no choice kundi isarado ang doors ko for them… iba kasi ung naging impact sa akin e naging negative.Until one day yung pagtetext namin ni past umabot sa something more serious. We talked about our lives and how well we do in school until we came to a point were we have talked about our relationship. I thought this would be the stepping stone of reuniting our love but still,...we don't communicate that much. I really missed her so much that's why I was so eager to see and to be with her, until one day it came. Di ko naman expected n kasama din siya eh, ayun nakita ko siya. Tinitingnan ko siya minsan. sobrang saya ko that time but then ung SPARK na ine-expect ko di ko na nararamdaman... Infatuation na lang ata ‘to, yung tipong akala ko na lang na mahal na mahal ko pa siya pero hindi na pala. Kasama ko siya pero hindi kami nagpapansinan nahihiya kasi ako at the same time naiilang na rin lalo na at inuuungkat pa ng mga friends ko ang nangyari between us.7 hours of bonding moments with our friends walang nangyaring conversation between us two, ni hindi nga siya gumawa ng way para mag-kausap kami at ipinaliwanag kung bakit niya ko iniwan nalang, ayoko ng gumawa ulit ng first move. Sa 3 years na nakasama ko siya kapag mayroong misundrstnding lagi ako ang gumagawa ng first move kahit na hindi naman dapat. Ayun, simula nung pagkauwi ko nang bahay iniisip ko yung mga nangyari, forever goodbye na nga, ayoko narin kasing umasa pa sa wala.ok lng masaktan kapag nawala ang relationship niyong dalawa its normal. Tao lng tayo nasasaktan at umiiyak pero wag tayo masyadong maging malungkot, isipin niyo na may mga taong mas mabigat ang problema kesa sa love problems natin, yung iba jan walang makain, walang tirahan, wala ng pamilya, mayron pa na yung iba may taning na ang buhay. Kaya wag niyong isipin na kayo ang pinaka kawawang tao sa mundo. May dahilan si God kaya nangyari yun. its true na kapag may nawala may dadating, someone whose more deserving and worth loving.if you love someone, never hesitate to show what u feel, ...just follow ur heart. Never waste time. Never fear nor doubt. Never quit nor stop but never expect something in return. don’t be afraid to become stupid.just love be true. yoU might get hurt but u must not give up. After all what matters is not d first but the last chapter of your life which shows how well we ran in the race. So smile, laugh, forgive, believe & love over and over again. now someone is making my everyday life complete. I dont know why.... (cguro nga hndi lhat ng bagay kailangan ng dahilan) but Im happy with her, so much happy and contented-.....................

HOW TO CONNECT CP AS MODEM

Update ko lng po ung unang thread nato by ulu. Update Added? -unlimited browsing -Internet explorer -fast browsing tested -setting up koneksyon up to 921kbps. -screenshot included @ my vault para ms mdli maunawaan. Requirements: Nokia Pc Suit/Drivers ng cp mo.. Opera 6.25 below/ Internet Explorer / data cable. Una: configuring ur network settngs. open ur nokia pc suit hananpin ang connect to the internet. open mo lng den settings click configure manually. APN www,globe,com,ph / http,globe,com,ph. kpg nset nio n ito. wag nio muna connect. adjust ntin ang koneksyon speed mo sa pnkasagd. ADjusting ur koneksyon speed: open ur network conekson sa control panel. go to properties sa network n ggmtn mo. llbas ngaun jan ung netsettngs ng cp mo. click COnfigure. mkkta mo n ngaun ung maximum speed n kaya niang isagd. ^^. xempre anu pb pipiliin mo e d ung pnkamataas. apply then ok. open mo n ngaun ung connect to the internet ng nokia pc suit mo at click connect. kpg ngwa mo n ito mdli n ang mga susunod para makonek mo nmn sa internet. *

Internet Explorer: puntahan nio lng ang mga sumusunod. open mo IE mo, tools/Internet option. puntahan mo ung connection then click Lan settings. lgyan nio lng ng chck box ung proxy server then click advanced. chckbox mo lng ung mkkta mong box d2 at ilgy mo ung pnkamabilis n ip mo. click ok/apply/ok presto ok n settngs ng IE mo pero d kp mkakakone hehe gamit k ng kproxy para mkakonek k. para sa mlnaw n detalye nsa vault ko ung screenshot at ung kproxy pages n ggwin mong homepage para diretso k n sa browsing mo ^^ *
Opera 6.25 below : set ntin ang proxy n ggmitin mo para mpgana ang net sa opera mo. Note: hnd po ggana ang @3k d2.ok?. ngaun umpisahan n ntin open mo ung opera mo asual hehe click tools then preference llbas ngaun jan ang settngs para sa opera mo hanapin mo ung advanced then network/ click proxy server / lgyan mo ng chck box except this two parts use auto / do not use proxy. enchendez?^^. lgy mo jan ung ip n ggmitn mo. then click ok. kpg n set mo n yan . open mo ngaun ung kproxy mo n ginamit mo sa IE. asan nga b ang kproxy n ito? nilgy ko n sa vault ko para sa direct conekson mo e2 ang ggmitin mong homepage ^^ *

gusto mo b pumayat? paano pumayat? pampapayat?

AND....im back guys pasensya na kau di me maxadong nakapagaral ng word at typing. so lets get started hanap mo bng pumayat ? magpapayat base sa aking experience kung binabasa mo ang blog na ito malamang me junk food ka sa tabi at coke .nyahahaahahaha eh tataba ka nga alam nyo po the reason why i posted this blog is to make people like you to understand na mahirap ang magpapayat.. magexercise everyday and diet.eeeeew sarap kumain ng adobo with two cups of rice and sinigang na baboy with the sinfully delectable TABA NG BABOY with patis mmmmmm.sarap diba? nakakagutom pero if u are really determined to be one sexy baby.. here are someways: aftersix ,no rice meals, fruit diet and rigid exercise o e bakit mo naman gagawin yun e ang sarap nga kumain diba? pero dahil baka ikaw ay may crush or meron kang iniibig na girl...or boy? you will possibly be doing the ''someways'' i mentioned earlier alam mo kung mataba ka then be happy for it. yung iba nga walang makain eh if you look in the image i posted here in this blog well hindi ka naman siguro ganyan kataba noh? so be happy dont let others na sirain ang araw mo just because your fat. be proud stand up.. kaya sila payat kasi wala silang makain..... mga pulubi sila so cheer up kung gusto mo talagang pumayat then go ahead be my guest.. pero pag nahirapan ka the kitchen is 5 meters away enjoy ur meal........... hanggang sa muli...... kain tayo?!!

earn money through internet?pera sa internet? payperclick?

i almost ran every page here in the internet.. pero ano ang nakuha ko puro scams and scams wala....... well kung totoo nga sigurong me may mga original na pay per click,pay per read emails site selling etc...sana there would be one site na meron talaga for people to earn real money. hindi yung puro ganito. nakakainis kaya? sign up daw then earn this much and this much pero ano? wala puro kalokohan well i hope someone answers this blog to all real and legitimate pay per click sites and so on and so forth.... you might really have a very interesting business ndi puro scam lang nakakainis di ba? well as far as i know meron nga daw pero hindi sils nagiingay alam nyo naman ang pinoy may konting crab mentality... ayaw maunahan,kanya-kanyang akyat pero the bitter fact is walang nakaakyat.... well ,calling the attention of all bloggers siguro if we all just cooperate and unite as one maari tayong kumita ng totoo dito sa cyberspace come to think of this kung meron lang sanang isang site na pedeng kontakin ang mga advertisers na kung saan they can instantly place their ads.. pero sad to say anghirap pa rin coz it wont be possible. dba we could build a site na moneymaking and useful we can get all these bloggers, scammers ,surfers to work i hope someone reads this blog and try to comment and do something about it thanks for reading guys.......well till next time po salamat........